心好乱

sorry to those who had been reading my blog. dun reali mean to harp on tis.. but i am reali troubled over it.. so much so.. even when sleepin.. i am tinkin abt it.. n of coz have nitemares...

i guess it is coz i am unsure of myself.. nt sure of wat i want.. as well as wat i can achieve
ppl always say.. follow yr heart. do tis..do that.. words tat come out so easily n naturally.. without understanding that this means alot to me.. it is a major step!

in fact.. i oso noe wat gg on.. i had weighed e pros n cons..
biz .. sth new.. exposure..challenging..more network opport..more rele to entreprenuer and i wil be near e other students

while

engin.. close to wat i do as a major.. great insight to wat an engineer does, equally challenging BUT will be isolated fm e rest doing biz.. even location.. may have prob in sharing hsing.. i may nt acquire enuff exp to do well in my minor.. networkin is more limited

interest wise.. i tink i prefer engin.
BUt,... i noe.. if i take engin.. i will be disadvantaged agst e rest for e minor.. BUT does it matter?
if i want engin.. is staying in sinagpore better?