HAIZ.. let tis be my last negative blog...
aiyo..actuly when i wrote e previous blog.. abt how i wanna change for e better, i was happily chatting to tis frenz who made my day.. was even saying how i can be very happy at a moment and den feel depressed the next moment,..den i bidded gdbye and wanted to go sleep already..
den hor, the stupid, "ictchy-hand" me.. upon seeing one of my freshies online... double clicked on his nick and went on to ask if he's attending any of e up-coming activities.. and he's e dunno how many person who noe nuts abt wat is gg on.. den i ask him.. aiyo..why he nvr chk mails.. he say gt.. once a mth.. onli look at e titles.. only select what's interesting to read... and will wait for his fren to update him instead since they quite big gp mah..and i tried to psycho him to be more active n chk more often..and i guess i failed..coz i tink he's nt a bit interested..and was totally relieved when i gave up after 3 mins..coz i did not want to test his patience and stopped when i realised it is nt leading to anywhere useful.. dun wanna risk to irritating him so much so that he will stop his monthly attempts to read the titles of the msges. uh-huh
and now can't help feeling a little bit depressed... coz i finally realised that nt everyone is interested in what you have gt to say.. and it is extremely hard to try to influence them to believe in what you believe.. everyone has their own thinking and ways of doing things.. THIS is LIFE and you can't do anythng abt IT..
er.. wait.. is it reali e case?
surprising.. after writing tis, i sort of feel enlighted.. and i tink had straightened out my tots..
coz b4 writing tis.. i was rather depressed.. and was even determined to :
- STOP being so thick-skinned by keep posting msg
- STOP posting msg that reveals too much of my tots..
- StOP being naive by believing someone will read yr msg
- STOP flooding everyone's mailbox..
- STOP trying to tell others what you feel and hope they understand...
after all, no one bothers to read...
but as i write.. i began to slowly understand what some of my friends had been telling me..
it's impossible to make everyone think e way I think..
yes, indeed it is..
but.. i tink i will continue to try.. but mebe in a more subtle way.. til i reali get tired one day..
ha..to the stubborn me.. \ (^o^) / jia you!
aiyo..actuly when i wrote e previous blog.. abt how i wanna change for e better, i was happily chatting to tis frenz who made my day.. was even saying how i can be very happy at a moment and den feel depressed the next moment,..den i bidded gdbye and wanted to go sleep already..
den hor, the stupid, "ictchy-hand" me.. upon seeing one of my freshies online... double clicked on his nick and went on to ask if he's attending any of e up-coming activities.. and he's e dunno how many person who noe nuts abt wat is gg on.. den i ask him.. aiyo..why he nvr chk mails.. he say gt.. once a mth.. onli look at e titles.. only select what's interesting to read... and will wait for his fren to update him instead since they quite big gp mah..and i tried to psycho him to be more active n chk more often..and i guess i failed..coz i tink he's nt a bit interested..and was totally relieved when i gave up after 3 mins..coz i did not want to test his patience and stopped when i realised it is nt leading to anywhere useful.. dun wanna risk to irritating him so much so that he will stop his monthly attempts to read the titles of the msges. uh-huh
and now can't help feeling a little bit depressed... coz i finally realised that nt everyone is interested in what you have gt to say.. and it is extremely hard to try to influence them to believe in what you believe.. everyone has their own thinking and ways of doing things.. THIS is LIFE and you can't do anythng abt IT..
er.. wait.. is it reali e case?
surprising.. after writing tis, i sort of feel enlighted.. and i tink had straightened out my tots..
coz b4 writing tis.. i was rather depressed.. and was even determined to :
- STOP being so thick-skinned by keep posting msg
- STOP posting msg that reveals too much of my tots..
- StOP being naive by believing someone will read yr msg
- STOP flooding everyone's mailbox..
- STOP trying to tell others what you feel and hope they understand...
after all, no one bothers to read...
but as i write.. i began to slowly understand what some of my friends had been telling me..
it's impossible to make everyone think e way I think..
yes, indeed it is..
but.. i tink i will continue to try.. but mebe in a more subtle way.. til i reali get tired one day..
ha..to the stubborn me.. \ (^o^) / jia you!
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