RESULTS

hmmm, yup.. results are out.. ytd at 3pm..
as expected my results did dropped..
gt a mixture Bs n B+s for my cores..
i knew it, i expected it.. but that does not prevent me fm feeling sad n disappointed..
all my frenz.. did VERY well.. and.. seriously i'm happy for them..
but again,... this does nt prevent me fm feeling sad.. over my results..
i remember i once consoled and advised my frenz:

"don't compare wif others.. as long you did your best, that's enuff.."
"results are not everything, there are another things that are impt in life.. thare are bound to be other things that you are proud of.. nt juz results.. you definitely have other strengths.. do not juz based yr abilities on you results.."
"hmmm, dun worry, there are other semesters to come.. let's work hard together and we shall be able to do it.. together!"

all those, i remembered.. i had said with conviction.. and i believed in what i've said..at that pt of time..

now.. if u ask me now.. i reali wonder what my answers would be to the following questions:
-have you tried your best? (oh well.. mebbe.. but i dun tink so...)
-why? (i duno.. distracted..)
-nvm, you have other strengths? (reali? i nvr knew.. no one told me too..)
-nvm, you can work harder next sem with your friends.. you all can do it together? (i guess so.. but that's wat i've said earlier..to them.. and they had done it.. all of them...all but me..)

okok.. rather pessimitic rite? looking on e bright side.. it wasn't tat bad.. reali.. i oso know it is nt tat bad.. but.. it's only me.. do you understand? only me..