aiyo. actuly wanted to blog long ago de. as in. last wed? but no time to do so. tat nite i was talkin to cheekian abt how suay i am in china after reading his blog.(he is quite suay also in canada. kana bird shit twice, gt hit by shower head and other silly stuffs). ended off wif laugh. BUT nvr to expect e suayness to continue.

THURS - was raining. BUT i did nt bring umbrella. shit.i bring umbrella everyday one lor. except thurs.

FRI - work OT but jason nvr wait for me. gt to take cab back MYSELF.heartpain.

SAT - go work too late gt to take cab to pickup pt.heartpain again. fell down on my way home, bruise on right knee.ouch

SUN - suffered hangover.(8 glasses of beer + white wine) fm mon all e way to NOON. also observed sth tat affected me in an unexpected way. BUT heck it! shall nt allow myself to be bothered over it.

BUT. also gt gd stuff.
had wonderful dinner ytd. chatted wif someone who sort of blew his top last wk over i said. i was in e wrong. KPO and said sth just for fun. without meaning it.and was rather shocked over his worked reaction den. i analysed tat mebbe coz he 忍very long liao and was pissed tat i joined in e "teasing". i was right afterall. quite pleased to hear it fm himself today tat he dun reali mind wat others say/think but did not expect it to come fm me. i feel so "valued". v touched. reali

gt to like this song.. "my friend" by tanya chua. can dl fm http://s22.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3C05CD0R6V8XB1K3ERKPV5JAYC

My friend I know youll be there if Im feeling blue

My friend even though were worlds apart

And you think you havent got the style

To stand alongside superstars

My friend even though how everything turned out wrong

My friend after all its just a passing phase

Youre not the only one to belleve

That you deserve a damn much better life

So you can say what you want

Let yourself be free let your heart guide you

Cry if you wantI wont desert you I wont be far

My friend no one knows me well like how you do

My friend always up for the long conversations

About my indecisions in love

My erratic moods youre hard to find

My friend I know I ll be there if youre feeling blue

My friend even though were worlds apart

We might be walking in two directions

But we know where each is heading to

So you can laugh all want Let yourself be free I wont let you down

Do what you want Live out your big dreams Id understand

Say what you want Let yourself be free let your heart guide you

Cry if you want I wont desert you I wont be far away

meaningfully lyrics rite? listening to it all over and over again. chatting wif much-missed frenz and seniors online.sounds happy enuff? but den. honestly it doesnt help tat much! damn it.. it stil hurts & i cant conc. cant stand myself man. expected. watever. damage already done BUT give me 3 days. i will make e feeling go away. i know i can. =)