HoMEsIcK

yesh, homesick as stated in the title.
festive seasons, ironically, make ppl overseas homesick. Homesick ppl will start tinkin abt their family & friends.. and
1. tink abt time spent at home and may tear when they r alone. (like on bus on e way home? erm. or rather accomodation?..)
2. look thru all e photos and videos that they took back at home. (for my case, singapore. i looked thru photos taken wif all my diff frenz and e videos of last yr pooh camp. made me realise how i miss being part of wonderkids. i used to be so involved and suddenly i am so detached now)
3. have the impulsion to GO home. for fear tat they will be forgotten. after all, everyone still live as per normal. i mean, of coz, life still goes on, everyone leads their own lives, it just makes me feel sad tat i am now out of so many ppl's lives liao. ppl whom i used to see regularly. whom i always rely on. whom i always spend time with. suddenly they seems out of my life as well. will things be e same when i am back?
ok, tis is nt making much sense. i shall just go sleep now.
btw: just received a christmas card fm my family. so so happY. thanks mum, dad, sis, bro & gran. LOVE ya~