I'm BACK.. RECALLING FIRST HALF OF YEAR

hey ya..it's been almost a yr since i have written here...it's always during hols when i have an urge to write sth here...
tink to most ppl, my blog is already dead.. with no updates,, yup.. tat;s true.. but i have tis tot of reliving it..

talking abt blog.. i dunno lei,.
i see it as an outlet for me to express my tots n feelings..
however, there r certain tots tat i dunno if i want anothers o noe ant.. i mean.. dunno how much to reveal abt myself.. yet i wanna pen it down. so that some how i noe someone is reading n listening,, and i can always refer it back.. when i am old? haha.. but now..i assume onli ppl who cares will come read tis already "dead" blog.. so i tink i shall continue and blog ba..

so long nvr write le.. dun reali noe where to start,.. tis yr 2004 is approaching its end.. and a new yr begins.. 2004 is indeed rather "happening " for me.. for gd, for bad? i dunno..

first sem is rather smooth sailing for me:

i enjoyed my wonderkids..(cca at nus).. i loved faciliating.. i like interacting wif the kids.. and the volunteers.. fm acquitance, i closely became closer to the volunteers fm my batch.. with the seniors.. and the comm ppl i work with.. i attended b dae celebrations.. we crapped alot.. we chat on msn..other than responsiblities, i experience genuine satisfaction and enjoyment.. i love wonderkids..

sch work was fine too.. ya.. althou i have to juggle 3 tuitions..cca. .. and 6 modules... i stil find it managable.. i also became closer to selines! we went for redang together! we celebrated my birthday there.. thou i hurt my finger.. i had fun!

sem break was great too..
i went for cycling trips wif yishun fren.. we went ktv?, outings.. steamboats..i forgot.. but i do rem we did go and have fun.. went for a chalet too.. which was fun.. as far as i can remember.. first time having steamboat wif my frezn at a chalet.. i went there after work and went to work fm there too.. tiring but fun.. oh ya.. chalet was when i gt to noe esther n Yh closer,,, it all started wif esther volunteering to cook JAP curry for us.. but i guess everyone v occupied wif games n mahjong so i offered to help her out.. as we cut and wash e ingredients.. we talked abt many things.. oso had a long chat wif her n YH at punggol jetty.. yup yup..

i then found a 3 mth contract job being a Krisflyer membership services Customer service rep.. e contract was intimidating.. the job scope is pressuring.. but in e end, i survived thru it.. i've made great frenz.. it was fun coz there are abt 20 of us of same age.. we crap when there is no calls.. we scrimp and save and eat e cheapest and spend e minimal.. haha.. so glad to find like-minded frenz.. you might nt believe it.. but for the whole f 3 mths.. we onli ate out 2 or 3 times.. spending less than 10 bucks on lunch for 3 mths!!
the job is pressuring coz we have to deal wif the most cunning n scheming travel agents or members who knew e program so well, that they know how to get their way thru the loopholes of e program to get e best deal.. i have dealt wif e most unreasonable members/secretary.. e most impatient business man,.. aussie, germans, italians, indians wif v differrent accent.. get to do reservations online.. gt to know much more abt airports stuffs.. and many places that i have nvr heard of.. (ok..i confess my general knowledge cannot make it and nvr took flights b4.. so.. yup.. u can imagine how "sua ku" i am...) thou i reali feel that we are a little underpaid for e amt of work we are handling.. i'm glad that i have indeed learnt alot! really..

oh ya.. another exciting activity during the break would be FWC.. i joined as a councillor.. went for a dry run, a pre-camp and the actual camp! haha.. i applied for leave.. and went for e activites.. i joined the selines.. and we form ballo!! yup yup.. it was definitely fun! we came out wif e more n more cheer,.. hong dou cheer, silent cheer,.. everything.. we were station masters n "ghosts " spooky hses in sentosa.. we played numerous games at e beach.. in fact, we were all enjoying ourselves as much as we can b4 the actual camp.. and then.. the freshies came!!.. intially.. they are more reserved.. oh.. tat's normal lah.. all gps start out tis way.. throughout the camp..we slowly became closer as we all opened up.. i guess e most memorable part for me.. would be e dance? and oso the nite where we all played "zhong ji mi ma"... yup.. we actuly drank up a total of 37 bottles of water?!? impressive sia.. thou we din win anything in particular,, i am stil v proud of ballo!!
and of coz.. everything dun end at e camp.. it was only e beginning. we went for many outings.. or shd i say,, there were many outings.. and i went for some here and there.. coZ i working mah.. so.. it was fun lah.. a big group of ppl.. hanging out n chatting..
and... perhaps the only thing nt so wonderful thing is that..as time pass, when more n more outings,, and more and more online chats goes on.. and when i get busier and busier wif work and wonderkids stuff...ii slowly drift away fm them le.. yup.. tat;s e inevitable.. as i reli dun have time.. friendships are built on amount of time spent.. communication.. but.. i di have e time.. so i ws a pity that most of our friendships din reali go on further fm there.. but like i say. the inevitable mah.. yup.. so.. I guess nothing I can do abt it oso..

wat else did I do during hols? I can’t reali remember.. meeting up wif frenz mah.. outings here n there.. during the sem.. most of us are usually busy wif our own stuffs.. so we onli get to meet during hols.. and for me.. ha.. I always seem equally busy in hols! So.. sometimes I reali if I take my frenz for granted and neglected them.. the same applies to my family ba…